Sato cried 2 times on that day she was leaving. She cried before she left the flat, and I was stupid enough to think that she was just blowing her nose (I was blowing my nose at the time she blew hers). She cried before checking in, and I almost cried together with her as my eye sight just got blurry, which I never thought I would because I was not the one who was leaving.

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I am leaving the country soon myself. I have always imagined I would burst out in tears and get depress for a while, in fact the depression started. I don’t feel like doing anything, not feeling excited towards anything, I am passing my last days in London like a walking zombie everyday. I have to stop being like this.